The Good mEdicine Roadmap
The embodiment of true health is when body, mind and spirit are working together in harmony and in balance. When you address and heal the nervous system you are also healing the emotional body, when you heal the emotional body you are also healing the psychic body. When you heal the psychic body you heal and elevate your vibration. Once you have healed your vibration realities shift..
Reclaim Your Sovereignty
Working with Hapé: Building a Reverent Self-Practice
As you begin deepening your relationship with Hapé, I want to remind you that this is not a medicine to be used casually, reactively, or as a means of escape. This is a sacred medicine. It is to be approached with reverence, respect, prayer, and clear intention. Hapé is not here to help you bypass what is present. It is here to help you meet yourself more honestly, regulate more deeply, and integrate what is ready to be seen. This medicine has the capacity to sharpen awareness, clear energetic debris, bring the nervous system into deeper presence, and create a powerful opening for prayer, reflection, emotional release, and inner listening. The way you approach it matters.
At this stage in your practice, I would like to see you sitting with Hapé at least twice per week. You are welcome to sit more often if it feels aligned, but always with intention. Right now, the two blends you have are Cacao and Jaguar, and both are beautiful, but profoundly different medicines. I encourage you to begin getting to know each of them through direct experience. Let them teach you. Notice how each one feels in your body, in your mind, and in your emotional field.
Traditional Serving Cadence
Within the traditional Amazonian way of serving Hapé, the medicine is served first to the left nostril and then immediately to the right nostril. Both sides are important and both sides are meant to be served. This is part of the balance and integrity of the medicine.
When preparing your dose, place the medicine into the palm of your hand and gently pat it down into a small line. From there, scoop approximately half into your Kuripe, serve the left side first, then repeat the process and serve the right side.
A few simple reminders as you continue building your comfort and confidence:
Close your throat before serving so the medicine stays where it is meant to go
Serve both sides every time
Clean your Kuripe after each sit
Give yourself spaciousness afterward rather than rushing immediately back into activity
This is not a medicine to use and then immediately jump back into noise. Let it land. Let it work on you.
Traditional Blessing / Invocation
Before sitting with your medicine, take a moment to become still. Breathe. Ground. Offer your attention. You may say the following invocation silently in your mind or aloud.
To the left shoulder, we call in love
Love for ourself, Love for others, And love for our inner child
To the right shoulder, we call in compassion
Compassion for ourself, Compassion for others, And compassion for our inner child
To the solar plexus, we call in wholeness
Wholeness for ourself, Wholeness for others, And wholeness for our inner child
To the crown, we call in forgiveness
Forgiveness for ourself, Forgiveness for others, And forgiveness for our inner child
This prayer is a beautiful way to orient your field before working with the medicine. Let it become part of your rhythm.
After the Sit: Integration Matters
What happens after the medicine is just as important as the sit itself. After you serve, give yourself time to simply be with what is moving. Sit quietly. Breathe. Notice. Listen. You do not need to force an experience. The medicine often works in subtle but meaningful ways over time, especially when approached consistently and with respect.
One of the most supportive ways to deepen your relationship with Hapé is to track what comes up. I highly encourage you to keep a small record of your sits, whether that is through:
journaling
short written reflections
or voice memo notes on your phone
Notice what blend you used, what you were feeling before, what arose during, and how you felt afterward. Over time, this will help you build a much deeper awareness of how the medicine is working with you and what it may be helping you clear, soften, or understand. This is a practice. It does not need to be perfect. It simply needs to be honest, intentional, and reverent.
Opening The HEart
We are shifting into the center of your system: the heart. The heart chakra is the green ray, the frequency of healing, compassion, and truth. It is also where guilt, grief, and old emotional heaviness tend to settle when the body has been in survival mode for too long.
The heart chakra is where we begin dissolving guilt that was never yours to carry, softening old heart walls, and creating real internal safety. A heart wall is simply the body’s way of protecting itself when it has felt overwhelmed or betrayed. It is not a flaw. It is a survival adaptation. In this portal, we will help the wall soften so your system can open without losing discernment or boundaries.
This month is focused on bone-deep forgiveness. Not forgiveness that lets anyone off the hook, but forgiveness that frees your physiology from the weight of old imprints. When the heart begins to release what it has been holding, breath deepens, circulation improves, and the emotional field becomes quieter and more clear.
You will receive this work in small, digestible steps. Each week, you’ll have one practice and one guided focus point to help your system open safely and consistently. Below, you’ll find your full Heart Chakra module for deeper context, this module is meant to be digested over the next four weeks in addition to our zoom work together.
How Emotions Live in the Organs
In many healing traditions, including Chinese medicine, each organ system holds a specific emotional frequency. This is not metaphorical. Emotions have measurable effects on breath, heart rate, circulation, hormone patterns, and even the way the nervous system fires. Because of this, certain emotions tend to settle in predictable places in the body. When an emotion becomes long-standing or unprocessed, the organ associated with that emotion often reflects it through tension, constriction, or imbalance.
For this month, we are focusing on two emotional frequencies that directly influence your heart work: grief and guilt.
Why Understanding These Connections Matters
When you know which organ carries which emotion, you can change the frequency directly. You are not guessing. You are working with the body’s natural design. In this month’s work, breath practices, green light visualization, heart-softening exercises, and forgiveness rituals all help shift the frequency that the lungs and heart have been holding. This creates physical relief as well as emotional expansion.
Grief and the Lungs
In Chinese medicine, the lungs are the organ system most affected by the frequency of grief. The lungs govern breath, release, and the ability to take in what we need while letting go of what no longer serves us. When grief is unprocessed, the lungs tighten. Breath becomes shallow. The chest feels compressed. You may notice heaviness, pressure, or a sense that you cannot get a full inhale. This is the physical expression of emotional weight.
The heart and lungs are deeply connected. If the lungs struggle to expand, the heart has less space to open. When we release grief from the lungs, we create more room for the heart chakra to breathe, soften, and recalibrate. This is why heart healing often begins with tending to the lungs. When breath deepens, the emotional body follows. Grief in this context does not only refer to the loss of a person. It can be the grief of lost identity, lost time, lost innocence, lost safety, lost belief systems, or the grief of carrying burdens that were never yours to begin with. You have lived through several layers of this, and your system is ready to release it in a structured, safe way.
Guilt and the Heart: How It Shows Up in the Body
Just like grief settles into the lungs, guilt settles into the heart. In energy medicine, in emotional anatomy, and in Chinese medicine, the heart is the organ system most affected by the vibration of guilt. This is because guilt is a contracting emotion. It pulls inward. It restricts movement. It tightens the chest and creates a sense of pressure that the body interprets as emotional or physical heaviness. Guilt can come from many sources. Sometimes it comes from choices we wish we’d made differently. Sometimes it comes from unmet expectations, religious conditioning, or carrying responsibilities that were never ours. Sometimes it comes from surviving situations that others did not. And sometimes it comes from being taught, directly or indirectly, that love, desire, autonomy, or self-expression were something to feel ashamed of.
Regardless of its origin, the frequency of guilt sits right at the center of the chest. It affects the heart’s ability to expand, receive, and connect. When guilt is chronic or internalized, the body often expresses it through tightness under the sternum, shallow breath, racing thoughts, restlessness at night, or the sense that the chest won’t fully open no matter how much you stretch.
Why Guilt Impacts the Heart Chakra
The heart chakra is the energetic counterpart to the physical heart. When guilt is present, the heart chakra contracts. This contraction limits your ability to feel compassion toward yourself, receive love from others, or express truth without fear of judgment. Guilt, when held for long periods of time, becomes a filter: everything you do, say, or attempt to heal has to pass through that constricted doorway. This is why bone-deep forgiveness is one of the core themes of this month. Forgiveness is the antidote to guilt. It unhooks the heart from the stories and imprints that have been lodged in the chest for years. It also helps the physical heart relax. When guilt releases, blood flow increases, breath deepens, and the emotional body shifts into more trust and openness. Guilt is not meant to be a lifelong anchor. It is a temporary signal that something in your emotional or spiritual system needs attention. Once that need is met, the heart is meant to release it.
A Gift of Heart Alchemy
G, what you are about to receive here is a rare and intentional offering.
This teaching comes from Soula, one of my own medicine teachers, and someone whose work has profoundly shaped the way I understand the heart, polarity, and the architecture of consciousness within the body. I do not share his work lightly.
The videos you are about to watch is a sneak peek into Soula’s larger body of work called Loops Medicine, a body alchemy system that will not be publicly available until late 2026. You are receiving this teaching early, as a gift, because your system is ready to meet it. In this transmission, Soula speaks to polarity, the Heart Chakra, the octahedron as a living geometric intelligence, and the presence of Archangel Raphael as a harmonizing force within the heart field. This is not conceptual knowledge. It is encoded medicine.
I want you to approach this teaching slowly. Let it land somatically, not intellectually. Notice what stirs in your chest, your breath, your emotional body. Think of this as a deeper layer being revealed, one that supports coherence, integration, and the re-patterning of the heart as a bridge rather than a battleground.
It is an honor to offer you this medicine. Receive it fully.
allow this Music to resonate with your field. This music was created by Soula specifically tuned for you and your Heart…. it’s a profound gift
Greetings Dear Loved One
This teaching reveals how polarity, the octahedron, Anahata and Raphael form a single healing loop. Healing emerges not through effort, but through coherence held in the heart. This teaching is delivered by one of my dear medicine brothers and friends Soula Thomas
Raphael and the Heart (Anahata)
In Loops Medicine, Raphael is not approached as a winged being, but as the function of healing that emerges when polarity is allowed to flow through the heart. As opposing forces stabilize within Anahata, circulation is restored and sharp edges soften, allowing energy to pass through without damage. Raphael represents the intelligence of integration: healing that is not invoked, but naturally arises when geometry, heart coherence, and awareness align. Healing, here, is not something added. It is what happens when the loop is allowed to complete.
The Law of Polarity
Hermetic Principle, Higher Heart Activation
The Law of Polarity is one of the core principles within Hermetic philosophy, the ancient body of esoteric teachings often attributed to Hermes Trismegistus. Hermetics describes a set of universal laws that govern reality. Among them are the principles of Mentalism, Correspondence, Vibration, Rhythm, Cause and Effect, Gender, and Polarity.
The Law of Polarity states this:
Everything has its opposite.
Opposites are identical in nature, but different in degree.
Extremes meet.
All truths are half-truths.
Hot and cold are not separate substances. They are degrees of temperature. Light and dark are not enemies. They are variations of illumination. Love and hate are not different species. They are degrees of emotional charge. Polarity teaches that what appears divided is actually the same thing expressed at different points on a spectrum. This is not poetic metaphor. It is structural reality. The same force that creates unity also creates division. The same system that generates wealth can generate exploitation. The same media that informs can manipulate. The same technology that connects can isolate.
Polarity is not good versus evil. It is spectrum.
And we are watching it unfold in real time. War and profit. Chaos and control. Exposure and secrecy. Division and tribal loyalty. Power and corruption. Entertainment and distraction. When files surface. When governments posture. When narratives collide. When money and influence move behind the curtain. This is polarity amplified. It is the compression of extremes.
Polarity intensifies during collective transition. When a system is destabilizing, the spectrum stretches. The dark appears darker. The light appears blinding. The noise increases. The nervous system reacts.
But here is the deeper truth. Polarity is not here to destroy you. It is here to refine perception. The purpose of polarity is contrast. Without contrast, consciousness cannot discern. Without tension, evolution does not occur. Without extremes, awareness remains flat.
Polarity generates growth through friction. The danger is not polarity itself. The danger is unconscious identification with one end of the spectrum. When we collapse into outrage, fear, tribalism, or righteousness, we lose coherence. Our nervous system contracts. Our perception narrows. We become reactive rather than sovereign. This is where the Higher Heart becomes essential. The heart chakra is the midpoint in the energetic body. It sits between the lower centers of survival, power, and identity, and the higher centers of perception, expression, and spiritual cognition.
The heart IS the axis.
In Hermetic understanding, the center point of any polarity contains the power to transmute the spectrum. The heart is that center. Living from the Higher Heart does not mean neutrality. It means coherence.
It means you can witness corruption without becoming hatred.
You can witness war without becoming war internally.
You can witness deception without dissolving into paranoia.
You can witness division without losing your internal unity.
The Higher Heart holds paradox without fragmentation. The real work is learning not to bypass. Not to deny what is happening in the world. Not to pretend polarity does not exist. But to see it clearly.
To recognize that what is playing out globally is the same law that plays out within the individual nervous system. Attraction and aversion. Love and fear. Attachment and resistance. The outer world is a macrocosm of the inner field. As above, so below.
When you can orient your energy at the center point of the spectrum, you regain sovereignty. You stop being whipped between extremes. You stop feeding the charge that destabilizes you. You become steady. And steady people change timelines.
This call serves as practice anchoring into the Higher Heart so you can observe the Law of Polarity in stereo without being consumed by it. You do not need to escape the spectrum. You need to stand at its axis. That axis lives in you.
Week One: The Breath of Release
This week’s practice is designed to open your chest, deepen your breath, and release the layers of grief that have settled into your lungs over the years. In Chinese medicine and in emotional anatomy, the lungs are the first place the body stores grief. When the lungs are tight, breath becomes shallow, circulation becomes restricted, and the heart has less room to open. By creating space in your breath and softening the ribcage, you make it physically easier for the heart to expand during the rest of this month’s work. This practice uses guided breathwork, Raphael’s healing frequency, and nervous system signaling to help your body release emotional weight in a safe and steady way.
As you move through this recording, your breath will become deeper, your chest will feel more spacious, and the emotional “pressure” the lungs have been holding will begin to loosen. You may notice clearer thinking, a lighter mood, and a softer internal landscape. This practice prepares your system for the deeper heart chakra themes ahead, especially forgiveness and the release of old guilt. Your only job this week is to show up, breathe, and let your body open at the pace it’s ready for.
For this practice you will need:
A quiet place free from distractions
Your Cacao Hapé (not required but if it feels correct seal the practice with Hapé)
Week Two: Uniting With The Green Ray
Now that your breath has opened and the lungs have released some of the grief they were holding, we move into the next layer of heart work: forgiveness through integration. This week is not about confronting the biggest stories of your life. It is about choosing one memory, one imprint, or one version of yourself that still carries guilt; and meeting him with compassion instead of judgment. Forgiveness begins not by discarding who we were, but by honoring him. This practice helps you thank the past versions of yourself who survived, who protected you, and who did the best they could with the tools they had. Guided by Raphael’s green ray, this week will soften the emotional charge around old guilt, bring gratitude to the places that have carried you, and open the heart gently into deeper healing.
Breathe Me in and let what is heavy be carried; I am the wind that lifts the heart back into its true rhythm
-The Element of Air